I keep checking the clock just before quitting time.
As quitting time gets closer, I sometimes check the clock again and again, but my body still won’t move.
Scenes
- Quitting time is close, but… — Even if you check the clock again and again just before quitting time, your body may not move right away when you try to get up.
- You keep checking until the end — When you keep checking for unfinished tasks until quitting time, your body stays ready to work even after the day ends.
- Your body slows down first — When tension lasts a long time, your body doesn’t unwind as soon as quitting time comes. Hesitating may be a sign that you’ve been holding on for a long time, rather than a sign of weakness.
- Mark the end of today in a small way — Tonight, write down the last thing you checked before leaving work. Under it, write, “That’s enough for today.”
- Let the pause be part of the day’s end — Even on days when you find yourself checking the clock again, you can first notice how long your body has been holding on. Little by little, find a place to catch your breath after work.
Stories by Onyu
- Onyu
- Right before clocking out, I can’t think of what to say to a friend.
- When I pause at the door, my dinner gets pushed back again.
- The path where she stopped to retie her shoe
- When I get home from work, my family is already doing okay.
- When we come home from work and stand in the entryway, our future feels uncertain.
- After work, I stand in the entryway, unsure where I’ll live in the future.
- A Month Before the Presentation, They Take the Long Way Home
- When I get home and open the door, I look for that person again.